Vicious Cycle
I find myself sitting at my desk today wondering why I’ve been so tired the past several days. My first thought is, “of course you’re tired today, you were up late last night with friends from out of town that you haven’t seen in a long time.” But no, I realized is just not today or the day before, it’s been at least a week of just being tired. So I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m way more stressed than I realized. Between work, other work, and planning a wedding I have been so stressed out and haven’t even realized it. I’ve noticed it especially at work when I’m dealing with “technically challenge” clients. I have less tolerance for stupidy than normal. Now I know I have basically zero tolerance for stupidity anyways but recently it been running like negative 25. (BTW, I know saying stupidity sounds harsh but when was the last time you tried to use your cd tray for a cup holder?) I’ve just been very on edge recently and it’s starting to bug me, which is kinda ironic when you think about it. I’m stressed which makes me on edge, which in turn stresses me out. It’s a vicious cycle.
